+44 - lillian

I'm listening to your songs. and I miss you badly.

 I still love youu. 

I'm a dumbass and I'm sorry.

I’ve realized that I’m an idiot. I screw things up and I say things with the wrong words and overreact. I’m cripplingly independent sometimes, I’m not ladylike, I’m overly ambitious, and I don’t think before I speak. But I love you and I want you to know that. I'm sorry for every single thing, really I am.

It ain’t easy giving up my heart to you. Me and you, facing each trials with you either behind or beside me and just being there for each other. No physical growth, but I know we are in progress in becoming much better individual.

You’ve showed me nothing but love in your simple ways. Immature, yes we are, yet with you I learned to love with no limits. Unconditional. Without any cause or reason. Loving, just because.

I know we have more years to share, more years of nagging, more years of fighting and more years of making love. Just to let you know, you’re the only one that I loved, love and will love this much. I love you just because I do.

Sorry for my shortcomings. Thank you for understanding. Hope for the betterment of our relationship. Strive for the bright future. Love for all our years.

I love you A.H.N.H. Always have, always will.