Saturday, December 24, 2011

I failed you. I failed us. I'm sorry 24th.

I've had my mistakes and flaws, yet you still stand by me. I've said wrong things yet you've forgiven me. And after what I've done yet you still don't leave me. You don't deserve that kind of behavior from me and I know better than to act that way. You have every right to hurt and upset with me. I would be if I were your place. I am so sorry. Really sorry Sayang. I feel as if my soul has stolen my heart and left me to cry myself to live each and every second with guilt in my heart of how I hurt you. I was so stupid for acting like that. I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry and I beg with every part of my soul please forgive me. You're my first love and only you can makes me feel like no other. Regardless of how much that frustrates me, I still look forward to your text that always brightens my day. I really really really love you Sayang. Only God knows how in love I am with you and I pray this feeling will be forever in legal relation Amin. :) I am blessed for having you.  I'm sending you my hugs and kisses. Thank you for accepting me for the way I am. Thank you sayang. 
    Assalamualaikum. 



I Love You So Much Sayang. I really do.